Debt Story

I Want To Quit

Okay, I guess the idea behind a blog such as this one is to be honest. Up until this week, I have been totally “on fire” and ready to pay off my debts. Now, I’m just tired of it. I don’t want to think about money. I don’t want to check my balances. Heck, I don’t even want to deal with my bills. Where is this coming from? Is it just natural, like being on a diet? Does there come a point when the old brain says, “ENOUGH!”. Or, am I just being a baby. I think a little of both. I don’t want to do this money stuff for a while. I want to go to the movies, get a big bowl of popcorn, a large coke, and zone out. No more eBay, no more selling stuff, no more “gazelle intensity”. I am tired. Mentally, physically, emotionally, I am drained. I feel like someone who needs to lose 100 pounds (okay, I AM someone who needs to lose 100 pounds, but that is another battle for another day) and that person has lost 30 pounds. I should be so HAPPY with the 30 pounds gone, but all I focus on is the 70 pounds left. Crud.